The mother educate her daughter when she has a boyfriend

At 18-19 of age, Ought to have many people had a boy/girlfriend，, however, opposite of 19 old years of me， look a boyfriend age young than me one year， don‘t know how many people have early love， opposite me it belongs to that one， It’s just in primary second grade。

  since that incident happened，either times while my mother talk this boyfriends topic， she always said that age is too young don‘t the impulse to love， and should focus on studying， when I grow up， to 16-17 old years， she will me to say， absolutely cannot look from a rural person， of course, myself identify origin from rural， sometimes it‘s don’t understand why so look down the person while a certain person  from rural， maybe it‘s themself already experience that one poverty life， want to let me a better life than her or else

   I so less with mother talk boyfriend this topic， because while I talk up this who will say so many this topic too， sometimes I don‘t like to listen

  Since I over 18 old years then， she will introduce kinds of a boy let me meet， either it‘s the kind thorough don’t comfortable mine character and the age older than me several years， the opposite side also hatred me as too young， and also I blame myself for not having any things and feather， feel myself have some more don‘t fit him

     After the last year-end, I found a boyfriend， his age younger than me one year， my mother insisted me to away with him， however at that time I have to live with him already over one month，  most important is I love him yet， I said with my mother， first let us try， if fit each other， in material another to say， but my mother never agree we are together， that sometimes of me the whole of person so unhappy， once my mother proposes this thing make me very unhappy， I just to wish we are each other can back one step， certainly this don‘t behalf I am not an honest the child， I cheated on him said we are separate yet。

Bodyside has several pals， the age almost the same as me， also have the age older than me one-two years， and sometimes genuinely don‘t understand they done some things， looking for boyfriends just to play and fun， while each other fresh feel had ended after might separate， want to talk love only it‘s when certain one person lonely。

   Not only are talking love this facet， in all kinds of aspects I don‘t want to talk about yet， want seriously and stable to live 、work didn't the children yet。

      although to say my boyfriend is younger than me by one year， able to see he really love me because each other together for this half-year happened nothing makes me believe he is qualified  a boyfriend。 In ever talked with me intimate pals said about： each family's economic condition even whether really important， but different age the person tell the answer has different， but in my eye to see， this is life， some advice if should listen so to go， but another someone I have to choose by myself， absolutely can‘t the bodyside to say what so to listen。

   Then， I also understand my mother really for me better， let my life the better， don‘t like them that generous person  face toward mud soil and  back toward the sky

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