Because most of “the signs” they tell you are garbage If you try to Google “how to know you’re in love,” you’re gonna have a bad time Because it’s mostly shit advice. Here’s a small sampling: “They’re always on your mind” This is infatuation. If someone’s “always” on your mind, you’re not focused on other Really Important Things. And that’s a problem. Real love fits into real life, rather than usurping it. It’s calm, not overwhelming. They’re your ‘everything’” Ditto. “You see them in your future” “When I imagined my future job/location/adopted dog, they were always in the background of my imagination helping me out with whatever I was doing. My future just didn’t really make sense without them around.” Well, I mean, damn. You fantasize long and hard enough, you can see anything in your future — like I could imagine moving to Switzerland to be a goat farmer. That doesn’t mean I should. The problem is that we’ve made “love” into a game of escapism, and measure potential partners by how
Woke up in a dream， and I suddenly found， turn back head discover almost I forgot myself
in a dream， I was abandoned by a certain person， am in the corner of abandonment, and forgot。in crowded， none sense me exist in， I loudly shout， no see anyone back head。 I begin tense up， beginning to fear， why have one able to understand me， why none sense me at the exit？
just this time， I incidentally heard some whisper。 the sound is so light， I cannot see anyone， and also don’t know these sounds come from or where spread。 only sense， it‘s should from so far distance arrival here。
“look at you， a little the color didn‘t have， the person by always attract due to the something it's light， look at you， aways dark every day， don‘t have a little of the light， how to make another person know your exist”？heard this woman loud sounds， another one doesn’t have to speak words， just in here whimper。 gradually， the sounds far away left a piece quiet too。
This two-person is who？ want to see but am unable to see 。gradually， another scene appears too， one of extreme the common women standing behind me， one of common to once in the brain cannot keep any shadow。 she seems to think what， what decision she is doing， past so long time， she pats the table in front， she seems made an important the decision
then the scene rather fast flashover 。her wear changed， their mental activity is more than the previous， their carrier has little achievement， the whole person is not the same as before， they are around just like one hoop of the light circle， to be the focus on
next one the dark again， no sounds。 gradually， the far distance of the sounds start to enter my ear。” before all of things it‘s me make mistake， we are together beginning， well？” the voice was so low， but odder it’s not that two women the sounds the before I heard， it‘s a man
past some time so long， had heard women reply： “that year， I forgot myself， now I want the better love myself once， then all follow myself heart” didn't have the agreement and didn’t refuse， just so lightly， the lightly just like the sky of white cloud， follow the wind and the cloud to wander”。
just like in a dream woke up suddenly， and I saw， that woman It‘s me！ turn back head knew， that some years， I effort to love a certain person， an effort life for him， let make myself become so ordinary， lose the origin of that multicolor life of self。 that some years， I forgot to give myself a little love， not have to own the life， always depend on who men to live， never waste one penny put myself body， until my light hoop turn down
however， the dreams are waking up， and I also will love myself again better once！
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