Because most of “the signs” they tell you are garbage If you try to Google “how to know you’re in love,” you’re gonna have a bad time Because it’s mostly shit advice. Here’s a small sampling: “They’re always on your mind” This is infatuation. If someone’s “always” on your mind, you’re not focused on other Really Important Things. And that’s a problem. Real love fits into real life, rather than usurping it. It’s calm, not overwhelming. They’re your ‘everything’” Ditto. “You see them in your future” “When I imagined my future job/location/adopted dog, they were always in the background of my imagination helping me out with whatever I was doing. My future just didn’t really make sense without them around.” Well, I mean, damn. You fantasize long and hard enough, you can see anything in your future — like I could imagine moving to Switzerland to be a goat farmer. That doesn’t mean I should. The problem is that we’ve made “love” into a game of escapism, and measure potential partners by how
I again once with her produced conflict too， I know she will be using all of cruel language to hurt me。at this time I only will quietly bear her hurt words， Yes， It's right， with those cruel hurt words。 meantime at this time， We seem isn't the mother and daughter， It's an enemy。 from a young to grow up， I early used to those cruel words yet， I even can know what the next words scold me， however at this time of me， always quietly to bear her these languages bring to me the hurt。 anyone one sentence not speaking。at this time of me， always felt， she didn't understand me， and even didn't love me！
With regards too， this middle festive of the year makes my life so bad， I don't want to stay at home too， just can expect to go to school early， waiting so long time，, at last, It's going to be home， While departing the home that a moment， I also don't have to say any words to them， I walk to go out the door gate who never the head to back， only give them a back shadow。 I don't know that moment when they in heard how many of disappointed。 as I sit down in the car， I have many of enjoying in my heart。 I look out the windows， the tears directly fall down， that a moment， It's me the best of love person， It's her！
Back to school then， I still don't willingly call the telephone home， Just sent a message to my sister 。then at the one month， I still never calls the telephone home。 one month passed， national festival has come， I should went to home too， at going home in the way， I always in consider， How to open mouth say the one words while I went back home。 while I go back home that a moment， some worry the basic disappeared， so the song doesn't see each other and suddenly see each other who filled the glad per person。no one relates to that piece of things， Just seems like me one fantasy dream。
the middle festive of the year is coming， and due to this time to quarrel with her， the home atmosphere turn so embarrassed， I still to quietly， most of the time almost lying down on the bed， I don't willing to say a sentence word much more， didn't willing to see anyone of relative too。 So， two days passed，I know， she comes here to make me fun。 It's， to the next days of the morning。 While I lie down on the bed， she comes into my room， and whispers to me： get out of the bed， go down to eat breakfast。 I covered my head with my feet， don't willing to see her face， and also don't want to talk words with her。 past a few minutes， she quietly goes out， no longer to say anything anymore。 she also didn't have to see me under the sheet， full of tears。 actually, in a quarrel that night， I understood some things are made wrong， I also want the relationship to become better with her， but always have somewhat some things to shelf both between her and me。
but the more grow up， the more don't like the last time， whenever she curses me， while I woke up the next day， I forgot all the things。 I had grown up， but It was
Enjoy She is always busy around forth and back， making a good snack to me， I quietly look at her body shadow。
I turned back to see， It's aged old much more， she slowly become thin and small the wrinkle on her face the more and the more，， And has those black hairs don't know what time to crawl so many of the white sliver ribbon， those double the hands also become so rough， It's her the lifetime， Pay to this family the all， She is a good and firmly、has the ability of the women， Never to understand who how to say“Love” of the women， however opposite of me to copy her this character。
We are never to “Love” each other， But I really very to love her， and she loves me too。
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