Yan's tale

For growing up， naturally, loss disappears， Just like the flowers opening after， Every petal naturally will split as the same， I and yan's every other acknowledge Right Just confirmed this in a sentence of words I am on the train right now going to shanxin with dating the city， and Meeting yan . that year， I right just 16 old years Just like that young bird same that wants has hurried apart its bird nest， Desiring escape and desiring freedom。 . So that a year of spring， I make a great of decision， attend high school the exam of enter in university， Go of own wants to go what to way， So I that cover the parents do it， When I intend to do this pieces of things before， Ever hint out to parents own ideas， attempt want to get the parents proposal， But brings are all various of parents grouch， That complaint follow me grow up from young. Following my youth periods against gradually to be to continue the plan of me， firmly to do for source engine， So eventually I determine to do， it in the cool hot of summer， so I get friends with help， and I smoothly got the one of quota to factory. That factory because doesn't at local of state， we are everyone makes oneself vision， as the world limit， So that periods quit from school， that periods far away from hometown， for one of wanting to escape the parent's thick locker of me to say， less a little can by ignoring. I am just like a crime person that gets rid of the birdcage same， which Sneakly from my father's chest takes away， My lifetime first treasure is eight hundred Dollars. Carry on the bad person do bad things of worries and anxiety， One person quietly apart this hometown where ever gave me happiness and confusion。 at present me， finally get rid of this evil abyss， far away those so thick and lack interest in the class book， far away those ever gave me pressure and point sight。 . you can think and to know， at that time It so hates those things with me idea not same， however Now I Finally can directly to end of evil the all， seems got reborn of merry， Frankly let me so exciting forgot the all， Even I forgot a simple principle， one of the tale, in fact, is waiting. I quit that one day， It was dark， on so big of land live， Just my best friend " Rui " comes to see me， I remember that day， It's early he was gone， from a far distance that stand on the platform wave hand to me， I watched it for a long time， there is a few consider flashed onto my heart， But joy expression take a moment covered of the part wound， I quietly to look so big the blue sky， mood thinks float so far and so far， At this time the sky above float full colorful cloudy， feel a few heats fell on the face. reflecting sunset golden yellow of light， Just as a tight close gate in the heart， reopen same again， Carry on the young of joy， Escape the realized disguise of the mask， at a moment， I am a sprout so hurry to poke out of head， expertly wants to fast a little more to look the outside world。 When far away， not has pity As imagine， I and " rui " at the station， each other exchange for a long time then， the train slowed to start to go on， at that time my mood that just as five tastes pouring down on the ground， exciting and fear。 . that time the daytime and night， the phones so less， write a letter to be the sole way that connects family， the envelope is a yellow color， corner the corner fold， Just seems as across the night and daytime， across the time， across the distance， fly to another city belongs my live city ago. fry the more and the farther， gradually let the time get wet， get the more some few tastes。 . I am the first one by train ordinary， Just it is on this for travel， shortly exciting after left tiredness， Just as the drug worms same let me can't quiet of stand and sit， maybe， I probably don't too suitable that too long night and nothing so boring this night， so by the window， look at the black sight， at front of a flashed， opposite of the children are deep slept sounds， gradually slept。 at that moment that her face was wet and ring red color， and shallowly shy， make I can't hold to smile， She also looks at me a bit smile， But every time will pretend suddenly meet one start， only have simply several words， then gradually turn I ask to her， she answered， Maybe the lovers only are that many of suddenly meeting， all were That's we are together the fifth year，that is “yan” birthday of day， many of classmates come to celebrate for her， have many of fancy presents， the fancy gifts let people feel have some make eys mess， at that time due to young so often change my work， so my pocket of money is empty， I have some disappoint look at themself together a celebration for “yan”， gradually as stranger feel myself I s outsider， so at that night， I did the second decision of my lifetime， apart here， gone and away Just a kind of adjust ordinary spices。 I look at " Yan " with tears covered double with eyes， I want to cry emotions but control yet by myself， gradually disappearing in her sight， Maybe I should be told her "Wait for me please "， But I don't have， because of I feel directly to tell her， would increase each other burden， so let the time flies go check this five years of a lover， How many of the values 。 . I went to Shenzhen for sometimes. will contact “Yan”， isn't due miss， also isn't work are busy， Just inside of heart attitude do things， No longer so mad， gradually get more smart， so that I have been in shenzhen for three years， opening a start-up of company， the bank card bank some money that doesn't dare to the luxury of money ago， then back to that ever lived of the city belong to me and “yan”， go see her。 but I never saw her anymore， Just times I heard someone， said： she has married， while I heard this notice There is some stab， It's so long time so stab， Just have a sentence word yet not said to “Yan”， in fact， want to give her of happiness It's just me but If this happiness， must be me with “Yan”， To be realized， back to that youth make people too difficult forgot that periods， Just I know this is the last chance to miss her because the next month I also will get married！